I swear, I have no other talent I do better then hiding my feelings. I can fake a smile and let it reach my eyes. I can look you in the eye and tell you it doesn’t bother me, when, really, it does. And best of all, I’m really good at shutting off my emotions and becoming numb to every feeling. I don’t know how to deal with unpleasant feelings, so I shut myself off to them. That’s my talent.
I hate being a girl sometimes because it’s considered “unacceptable”/”rude” to tell a guy that’s bothering you to fuck off but some boys will interpret everything else as a sign of interest